I want sunshine and rainbows. I want blue skies, smooth sailing, and smiles. I want to belong somewhere and know it. I want people to love being around me, and I want life not to suck. I want my kids to grow up knowing that even though their parents don't love each other, that we both love them with all our hearts. I want my family to remember that I am a part of them, instead of something to be pushed away. I want friends who don't leave, and love that doesn't disappear. I want to make people laugh. And cry. And think. I want to make people better humans. Better humans are what we need in this crazy life.