I want to be comfortable and happy. Right now all I ever feel is stress. Stress from finances is my greatest misery. I am not the mother I could be, I am not the employee I could be, I am not the person I want to be, because I am stressed all the time. I wonder on a daily basis if I will ever be free of this stress or will I struggle for the rest of my life and die with dementia like my Grandmother, because of the massive stress I am under never knowing what bill or unplanned expense will finally bring down the house of cards.