I want to be able to choose my own destiny and not rely on other people to achieve my dreams. I want to be happier than ever before even if I'm at the bottom of socket I want to feel good and not "moody". I want to live my life in every way possible before dying and experiencing the thrill of it. I want to find someone who shares similar opinions to me, someone who makes me smile and who pushes me to do my best, I want someone who can reciprocate the love and affection I'd be willing to give them. I just want to live life whilst trying to not focus on what other people think I should do and just be my own BAWSE!