Pita's Bucket List

All I want right now is to be happy. I would LOVE to Love and BE Loved! OH...and I'd like to do the stuff on my list! :) I have a Kidney Disease that is not curable and I will need dialysis/transplant in the near future (probably next year or two). Combined with other health problems I have, it concerns me that I may not be able to accomplish anything on my list. I had a great job and was loving life, until I got sick....lost my job due to missing so much work (mostly being in the hospital). Now I can't work and just feel.....Lost...and like my life has no worth. I just want to find that worth again somehow.